IT's NEW YEAR 2012!

Ok, it has been quite some time I never updated my blog. But I told myself I gonna update as often as I can for this new year. Gonna give my blogspot a new and fresh start soon.

On a side note, I just watched Kumar the drag queen and he's so damnnn funny.
Check him out : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=km2TIXOKAl4

A true friend doesn't hate you for the truth but a friend will always tell you what you wanted to hear.

If I Can Dream

Recently I introduced If I Can Dream this reality programme to my cousin. She head over to ificandream.com and she saw Justin picture first and she told me he has a nice body. But when I ask her to check out Ben's picture, she gone crazy over him especially his body! She said how on Earth there is such a nice looking, hot and sexy guy! Too perfect.

Since then she keeps visiting the website and watch Ben every moves. Haha! She even told me she loves the way Ben sleeps. Everytime she watches Ben on ificandream.com and Ben is topless, she would tell me how hot and sexy Ben is, how she loves Ben's body.

She just hope Ben can help make her dream comes true by just at least saying "hi" to her in twitter. She said you really did reply people on Facebook and Twitter. So, I told her to wait and hope. Ben, you are now pursuing your dream to become a successful actor and I wish you all the best! So, can you at least help make her dream come true? We watch over Ben whenever we are free and Ben acted so cute whenever Kara is around. Hahaha.

She's really crazy about you and check this out (P.S: be sure to log in to your FB account in order to see)
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4439786&id=548608436


At least drop by and say "Hi"?? It would mean a lot to her, me and you. =)
https://twitter.com/IdaTanHY

Cruelty (Killing a Kitten)

I found this video someone posted on Facebook and i just cant continue watching it! I cried and feel the pain for that pity kitten! How on earth someone could do this?! Animals have feeling also and if you just happen to hate them, just ignore them! Is it so hard to do that? Must you make fun of them to please yourself?
Don't you feel sad or sorry at all?! Where is your humanity?! What on earth that cute little kitten had done to you? It scratched ur "beautiful" face? Which i doubt you even have one! Or it dumped you just like your bf or husband or lesbian partner whatever dumped you?! I feel like slaping her and cut her to pieces! DAMN YOU! Get nightmares when you sleep for your whole life!!!!

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xdotq4_cruelty-in-killing-an-innocent-kitt_animals

Silence

I don't have many friends since i was young because i am a very shy type person. And i tend to get used to it as time passes. My house garden, my pets and tv are all my close friends as that time we still don have internet installed yet. After i completed my form 5, i told myself i MUST change my shy attitute or else i wont be able to survive in the uni or working environment.

So, i went for form 6 and i changed my shyness and i think i somehow managed to do it. Meeting new friends and joining the activities made me grow to be a friendlier person. I till now still cant believe i managed to stand in front of so many ppl and host games! And it's not only once. Seriously i feel like so "bahagia" in my upper6 and lower6! Although i don't know how they think of me or feel about me, i still move on and get along with them.

When i 1st came to uni, the shyness came visiting me but i think i managed to overcome it and meet some awesome friends. Life goes on. Sometimes i just hurt people without knowing it. I am sure some of you guys (form 6 friends) might get hurt without me knowing that and i am here to apologize. I really tried my very best to be a good friend to others but i guess my 1st 17 years personalities/attitute overcome my 2 years of form 6 new attitute/personalities.

Sometimes i just don know how to be an ideal friend. i don really know the exact things a friend should or shouldn do. I never really socialize since i was young (never really had a close friends or friends around me) until i was in form 6. That's why as i said earlier, i felt so "bahagia" during my form 6 time. And i know seldom socialize and don have the right socializing skills cant be made as an excuse.

Until recently i think i hurt someone feeling without knowing it. Sometimes ppl think i am stupid because i am too kind to ppl and they take advantage over me. This 1 i need to "thank" my mum for giving me her traits. Sigh. I don mind if ppl used me or what because i really don wan to lose any of my friends. I never really had friends before and i know friends are so valuable that i must treasure. 1 also i cannot lose it as it's hard to find for a person with shy personality. I do and follow whatever they wanted me to do just to pleased them so that i can be part of them. It hurts me when i am being ignored so i will just be nice and do whatever they like even if it's to act like a stupid person knowing nothing.

Just like what my Statics lecturer, Ms Theresa said, if a person don like who you are no matter physically or mentally...then u should just dumped that friend away. It's not worth it. But i just cant do it!

Sometimes people just stopped talking to you and you wonder why, what and how it happened. People hate or angry at me when i don even know what mistakes i had done. I really wish my mistakes can be told to me as i can correct me. This time i hurt a person feeling and i think i know why. And i think this is not the 1st time...The 1st time it's not to him but to my other friends and the friend i hurt now don like it. So i guess this time i did the same mistake he corrected me last time. THIS time to him. I really sometimes feel so useless to keep hurting ppl around me. It's not fun to hurt the 1 u cares about.

From today onward, i told myself to just stick to ME, MYSELF and I. I will continue to be silent like what i once used to be and talk when ppl talk to me. Answer what they asked me and that's it. FULLSTOP. I wont continue talking unless i think what i wanna continue is important and relevant to the conversation. Tired of keep talking and end up hurting others as well as to me myself. I realised if you keep talking, you might just blurted out certain things that might hurt others.

How i wish i can be like Kris Allen. He can be himself and still he can become famous and be a great singer/songwriter.

You will find me as a new person when you meet me the next time. I hope the new ME will be a better person.

P.s: The 1st post after 2 years of not posting. I will be back with lots of new stuffs to share! Keep tuned it =) Have a nice day!

10 Points to Maintain Friendship

Friend

1. FOCUS ON WHAT YOU CAN GIVE TO A FRIEND, NOT WHAT YOU CAN GET OUT OF A FRIENDSHIP.
- If being happy is your only motive for wanting someone to be your friend, then you are not being a real friend. Don't get caught up in keeping tabs on who has given most in the friendship. Give to your friends regardless of how much they give to you.

2. ENCOURAGE YOUR FRIEND.
- Real friends inspire and push each other to be the best that they can be, rather than drag each other down. They are happy when other people achieve their goals.

3. BE WILLING TO FORGIVE.
- Don't let hurt turn to grudge. This is one sure way to destroy a riendship. Forgive your friend and move on.

4. TACTFULLY POINT OUT THEIR MISTAKES.
- This is one way to show concern for others. If you really care, you will tactfully point out a specific example for his own good. But once you've brought the problem to your friend's attention, don't harp on it all the time. Don't walk away from a friendship when you see some of your friend's faults. Be patient with a friend as he or she tries to change. Realize that nobody is perfect.

5. BE RELIABLE.
- When you say you are going to be there, be there.

6. DON'T TRY TO CONTROL YOUR FRIENDS.
- Real friendship does not mean you always have to be together. It may be tempting to have a fun person all to yourself, and feel threatened when your friend spends time with others. If you are afraid to let your friends out of your sight, you are probably afraid
of losing them. Good friendship will endure time spent apart. You and your friends may learn to appreciate each other even more.

7. BE THERE FOR THE GOOD AND THE BAD TIMES.
- Celebrate with them if your friends are excited about something.But don't be there just for the good times. When your friend is upset about something, give them your full attention. Most of the time, what friends really need is a sympathetic ear, someone who understand their feelings.

8. LEARN TO ACCEPT PERSONALITY DIFFERENCES IN YOUR FRIENDS.
- Be careful not to evaluate other people by how you react in a particular situation. Do not automatically take your friends' behaviour personally.

9. DON'T BE A BLABBERMOUTH.
- Learn and be willing to keep each other's secrets.

10.DON'T LET ARGUMENTS DESTROY YOUR FRIENDSHIP.
- Suppose you're having a discussion with a friend and after you've said what you think is true, they still disagree. Don't keep arguing until you get mad with each other. Just drop it. Your desire to win the argument may ruin your friendship.

MY NAME.

What DENNIS KOK CHIN BING Means

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

~Believe It Or Not?~

The story begins here;

Once upon a time,there live a young boy called DenZ who love to have pets such as dog, cat, rabbit, hamster, bird and last but not least fish. He loves all the pets he has but because of the age at that time, he failed to be a good pet keeper. He was too young to know and learn the proper way of taking care of his pets. He just love to have pets without having any experiences (poor those pets, all died under his care! However, when the boy was 13 or 14 year old (somewhere there) he had a WONDERFUL GIFT- a small bird which was given to him by his aunt. He has never raise a bird as pet before and for sure when you asked him what type of bird was that, he will give you a BIG slap on your face! He insisted taking care and tried his best to raise the bird until the bird finally grew up to be a beautiful little creature.

Of all the nice names in the world, he chose to name it NiawNiaw as he cant think of any other suitable name. NiawNiaw was an obedient bird. He always flew back home when DenZ let him out. Every evening you will found DenZ gardening at his mini garden and at this time, you will saw him and NiawNiaw together (he flew back every evening to the place where DenZ was gardening). Sometimes, NiawNiaw did not fly home but he flew home the next day. DenZ will then took him in and put him back into the cage. This was how DenZ went on with his daily life.

The story continues;

One morning, as usual DenZ woke up and went out to search for his beloved pet because his pet did not fly back home the previous night. He was kinda worried because last night it was raining heavily. In addition, NiawNiaw has not taken his food before flying off. After searching everywhere in the garden, he finally found his pet sitting quietly on the swing and shivering there. So,the next time when the bird was nowhere to be found, DenZ will just sat on the swing and wait for his pet to fly home.

DenZ never feel sad when something happened to his pet, but this time, he`s so sad when something happened to his pet bird. DenZ woke up early in the morning because that morning he`s going to Ipoh with his family members for shopping. He woke up so early just because he wanted to search for NiawNiaw which did not come home again last night. He saw him at the ground but he did not bring him in to be put into the cage (SO STUPID!) He knew he`s not going to be at home, but he refused to bring NiawNiaw in and put him in the cage. He left his home and started the journey to Ipoh.

He came home in the evening and saw something brownish on the floor. He went nearer and to his surprise, it was his pet, NiawNiaw, laying helplessly on the ground with most of his feathers tore off! DenZ quickly brought him in and gave him foods and lots of water,but that did not help at all.

Suddenly, NiawNiaw gave his last breath ( I mean it!) and tears rolling down his eyes (I mean it as well!)."IT WAS REALLY A SAD SAD MOMENT"!!! For the first time, DenZ learnt how to bury his pet. He visited the so - called "graveyard" of his beloved pet every one month with flowers from his garden.

~This is how the story ends~

THE QUESTION IS DO YOU BELIEVE A BIRD CAN ACTUALLY CRY WHEN HE`S GOING TO LEAVE HIS OWNER?!

EVERYTIME WHEN I THINK OF HIM, tears come rolling down like the drops of rain falling down from the dark and cloudy sky!

~F.Y.I~ The lovely bird is called Zebra Doves.